I've been struggling with some pretty intense anxiety problems lately. I've tried to disguise it, both in person and by how I present myself on my blog, but it is getting increasingly harder to do. In truth, I've been a mess for the past couple of days. There is too much to mention quickly here now, and everything is still pretty raw. I'm trying to keep myself focused on things that don't bother or stress me out, so it might take me a few days to get back to normal.
I decided to go into work with The Boss today so I wouldn't be home by myself. I brought my laptop with me so I could get caught up on my feeds (26!) and e-mails (35!), and the only place that I could find that has wi-fi is McDonalds. I know that McDonalds is more "family friendly" than most other sit-down type restaurants, so I expected there to be some kids. I didn't expect to be surrounded by hugely undisciplined children, throwing their food and their Happy Meal toys around, jumping on their seats and yelling despite their parents best attempts at calming them down. I don't know what is in the water in this town, but I haven't seen such chaos since the last time The Boss and I went to a zoo. I seriously had to clean up soda and milk off of the back of my laptop screen twice so far. Little brats.
I don't like not writing "real" entries in here. I promise that I'll writing something "real" in the next few days. Maybe not tomorrow, but soon.
I just need some time.